Souvenir from Saturday night: [17 Nov 2008|12:28pm] scarlet__stains Be careful when going down stairs at 2:00 AM in the dark, those last four steps come out of NOWHERE. Cynthia and I spent the early morning hours sitting in the emergency room and I left with a hairline fracture, severe sprain, partially torn ligament & a sweet robot boot. 5 watch over me | burn your wings

i think [15 Nov 2008|09:59am] ojx [ mood | scared ] there is something weird going on. i think jenna might have met another guy when she was visiting LA. i dont know though. i think im just being dumb. i know she would never do something like that. i just wish we could move away and start our new life. but i know thats not gonna happen burn your wings

A late night post. [15 Nov 2008|12:08am] yellow_card_rck [ music | nothing ] I am single now. Have been for ten days now. Totally hating it. There was a chance to get back together with Dustin, but I need to be able to be single and okay with it.... We decided to be friends, start from scratch..but before we can do that there must be that period of time where there is no contact. Who do you go to when the person you've been going to for 13 months tells you they need space from you? Therefore I am single....and hating it. I'm sure i'll be okay. I have made a few new guy friends. This one guy, Kelton. Is amazing. Funny, smart, amazingly cute. Except for this 'fro he likes to sport. Depsite my wishes, he will NOT cut it. Brat! But he is just a friend, nothing more. I need friends more than ever now. I have had my crying and moping stage. It is time for me to move on I guess. I am starting a job at Cost Less (grocery store) in Oakdale. I will be working ALL the time, therefore that will keep my busy enough to not think about Dustin. But anytime I get any second to think to myself, he is right there. I've become less dependant on my phone. I no longer look at my phone every 30 seconds to see if his name shows up... As much as it hurts now, i'll be thanking him for doing this to me and hurting me the way he did (when he told me to give him space, i mean)..in the end, it will make me stronger and less dependant on him. He'll regret it, but me? I'll only come out better because of this hurting feeling inside of me. burn your wings

Why yes, yes I would ride my bike through my kitchen. [14 Nov 2008|04:39pm] scarlet__stains [ music | lil wayne. ] I am burnt out on work. 7 watch over me | burn your wings

what [10 Nov 2008|09:47pm] ojx [ mood | lonely ] the hell am i doing with my Life? burn your wings

Ready for winter. [09 Nov 2008|04:22pm] scarlet__stains [ music | kevin rudolf ] 7 watch over me | burn your wings

[06 Nov 2008|08:25pm] all_star_me75 [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | peter tosh-wanted dread or alive ] i care about what goes on in the world i live in. i care about how our country is ran.. i care because it really does affect me and my family. it affects everyone. and if you don't have an opinion because you just don't care.. i'm just curious.. what DO you care about? what's more important? i'm not hating..i really just want to know what you concern yourself with? anyway..it's fine and dandy if you don't care. i mean...i wish more young people gave a thought to what's going on around them...but you can't force people to care. pleasepleaseplease don't tell me to shutup about what i care about though. pleeeease don't mock me for spending my time learning more about things that aren't clothes, make up, hair, money, shoes...etc. not only does it irritate me..it makes you look so incredibly shallow and materialistic. i listen to you talk about what you care most for.. so give me an ear and let me discuss..even with myself..what is on my mind..even if it is politics. man..i just don't get along with anyone. i'm too self righteous for my own good. ya...i finally realize it.   whatever..slightly stoopid with nick and zack in two weeks!!! and miguel and marshall are opening for them do you have any idea how gnarly that is?(yes, i've been saying gnarly lately..i'm retarded i know haha) marshall was the mc for sublime. and miguel and marshall were both in long beach dub allstars which was started by eric and bud from sublime. this is the closest i'll get to sublime history and music live hahah so stoked off life!   burn your wings

politics schmolitics. [06 Nov 2008|11:40am] scarlet__stains [ music | House. ] I think I must be Dr. Gregory House incarnate; only female, and not a doctor. I've been in the rudest mood of my life the past month. 3 watch over me | burn your wings

woo! [05 Nov 2008|11:24am] xstante_pridex [ mood | relieved ] light my fire, Obama. yay! now i don't have to move to France. (but i will keep my passport close) just in case. but WHAT THE FUCK! i can't believe this prop 8 bullshit! i know alot of gay families whose lives have been turned upside down today, and because of peoples cold selfishness. can't believe it. burn your wings

[04 Nov 2008|10:16pm] all_star_me75 [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | john lennon- just like starting over ] i don't think i've ever been so proud to be an american. i know it's about what barack obama will do once he is in office starting in january.. but the fact that despite his skin color, which so many americans still left sway their decision to this day, didn't stop him from becoming the 44th president of the united states of america has me feeling proud, excited and more hopeful for our country than ever before. with racism still being a major issue in our country to date..we, as americans, have come together and decided it's time for a change. it's time to take action and make tomorrow better. and i truly believe that barack obama will lead us to a better day. i truly believe that he is the change that this great nation needs. i've never been one to boast abou thow great this country is because i've never believed it. i believe we've had great potential but with such poor leadership, we've failed to live up to it. and now things are as bad as they were back in 1929..or at least heading in that direction.  i feel like in these past 8 years we've been lead to pure destruction and taken 2 steps back. and after hearing president elect barack obama's speech tonight..i feel hopeful.  i feel proud. and i feel empowered. i just hope that the american people are willing to come together and change the path we're on. and i really HOPE! i don't feel jaded. i don't feel disappointed, and i don't feel indifferent towards this country. i have faith again. faith and hope. hope for a better tomorrow :) ( p.s....you've really got a hold on me... )     2 watch over me | burn your wings

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